Chapter 306 No regrets
Chapter 306 No regrets
"Such a small memory, I thought you had forgotten it." Bai Zhi was a little surprised: "Do you people also have good memories? I thought the good memories I caused in you would be the MVP settlement screen after killing someone."
"Indeed, if it weren't for these two days, I would have forgotten it. I just felt that your voice was a little familiar before." Gin said in a low voice.
But there are so many familiar voices, and many people have similar voices, and there are even more people who died at his hands with similar voices, so Gin didn't take it to heart.
Maybe, it was just a woman's scream before she died?
Gin simply felt that looking into Bai Zhi's eyes would shake his mind, as if he would think of something he couldn't imagine? It would cause some unimaginable variables, so his intuition made Gin subconsciously avoid it.
Gin's heart has always been indestructible, and Baizhi has always known it.
It is relatively easy to control Rum. Rum has desires in his heart. As long as there are desires, Baizhi can magnify them and use them for his own benefit. As long as a person wants something, Baizhi will sooner or later get what he wants from that person.
And Karasuma Renya was simply because they met too few times.
I don’t know if it’s because Karasuma Renya is too vigilant or because he is too aware of his own weaknesses, but in any case, over the past few decades, Bai Zhi and Karasuma Renya have met only a few times.
But Gin was different. They met a lot, and Bai Zhi secretly tried many ways to interfere with him and control him, but each time it had little effect.
However, Vodka's death left a big hole in Gin's heart.
The honest and simple-minded little fat boy who was pressed on the experimental table, relying on the subconscious reaction engraved in his mind, shouted "Big Brother" again and again, and finally knocked a crack in the heart of the dark villain.
Just this tiny gap allowed Bai Zhi to succeed.
Otherwise, under normal circumstances, if Gin reacted halfway, everything would be in vain.
Chicken soup cannot move Gin, the red team's innocent heart cannot shake Gin in the slightest, and the provocation of justice is useless.
But his closest little brother could, and they walked side by side in the dark for a long time, and only they could see each other's faces clearly.
"When you looked at me that day, I suddenly remembered my childhood, but the scene was too blurry and I couldn't be sure." Maybe because too much blood had been lost, Gin felt his hands were getting colder and colder.
"But these past few days, I kept recalling the past few moments, and the images became clearer and clearer, until just now... ahem..."
Until just now, Gin suddenly confirmed it.
He had seen this magic shop before, at the very beginning, when they first met, and that feeling of familiarity and crisis was not only a warning from his intuition, but also an echo of the past from his brain.
[Baizhi, can you take a wrong step to the left? ]
Conan was a little anxious. He had shot Gin with an anesthetic needle before, but Gin's resistance was extraordinary.
This thing that can make Kogoro Mouri fall asleep in two seconds can only paralyze Gin when shot at his arm. Conan plans to shoot him directly in the neck this time. Gin can shoot his arm with a gun, but he can't shoot his neck, right?
Suddenly, Bai Zhi staggered forward, covered her heart, and her face turned pale for a moment.
【Azhi? 】
Conan immediately spoke out nervously, and Gin was also stunned for a moment. He subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to support Baizhi, but he was stunned the moment Baizhi raised her head.
Familiar eyes...
"Baizhi..." Gin's fingers curled up.
He recognized a long time ago that something was wrong with Baizhi, but now that Baizhi has returned to normal, Gin feels that his already empty heart is even emptier.
Suddenly, a group of plainclothes officers surrounded him. Conan's eyes widened. This was completely beyond his plan.
"White Ghost!"
"That's her, let's catch her together!"
Conan's eyes suddenly widened. What's going on with these FBI? He quickly contacted Akai Shuichi, but the line was busy. He didn't know who Akai Shuichi was talking to.
"Are you going to kill them and take me away?" Gin chuckled and stood up with difficulty: "Capture me alive?"
"No, I'm going to take your body back." Bai Zhi covered her chest and said softly, "I never thought I could capture you alive."
"How much preparation have you made?" Gin's voice softened as if he remembered something: "You have been preparing for a long time, right?"
"People who are experimented with using my body tissue and genes will carry my consciousness. Once there are enough of them, they will attract the attention of God. They are my target."
Baizhi and Gin talked face to face, as if the FBI around them didn't exist.
"You are the one who brought these FBI here, right?" Gin looked around and said, "It's amazing that you have contributed to the growth of the Red Team."
"Yes, I specially found a rational person to inform him." Bai Zhi chuckled: "At critical moments, especially in times of crisis and adventure, people often do things they have never done before. After all, everyone is very aware of their own weaknesses."
If the person is an emotional one, he or she will most likely keep the secret at this time. They are very clear about the consequences of emotion. Because they are entrusted with an important task, they will be determined to stick to the end. They will not think too much, they just know that they cannot let others down.
If you want to convey the information you want to convey in the most natural way, neither Conan nor Mao Lilan is the best choice.
Similarly, rational people are very clear-headed. Haibara Ai is very clear about the importance of Baizhi to Amuro Toru. She also knows that love can make people painful. She also knows that she must help Baizhi. In fact, she is just overthinking.
When people calm down, they will think about many problems and be able to keep up with Baizhi's thoughts.
"I was right. You are the variable." Gin laughed at himself and took out his Beretta from his pocket. This time, he pressed the Beretta against Gin's temple.
"Gin." Bai Zhi suddenly interrupted Gin: "You can make a deal with me, I can help you..."
Gin: "Do you think I will belong to the red side?"
Bai Zhi: "..."
"Even if I am excluded by the darkness, I will never be able to touch you. This is the difference between us." Perhaps because he had thought about his own fate, Gin's expression was particularly gentle: "Baizhi, we still have a deal to make."
If I die, can you help me destroy my body? Just let me be cremated so that no one can recognize me and let me die quickly.
It’s not a big problem, leave it to me. As Aladdin’s magical flower, you can rest assured about my quality!
"Catch him! We can't let him commit suicide!"
Someone shouted, but soon he couldn't shout anymore. As soon as he finished speaking, he felt dizzy and fell on his back. Then the second and third people followed.
After a while, the FBI agents who rushed over from all directions were lying on the ground.
"If there is an afterlife, do you have any wishes?" Bai Zhi looked at Gin seriously.
"Wish? No." Gin smiled and said, "I have never regretted anything I have done. Except for the ending where I lost, I never felt that darkness was hard to endure."
He belongs to the darkness. He can't say something like "If there is an afterlife, I want to be an ordinary person", nor can he say something like "I want to be able to blend into the sunshine in the next life".
Too fake.
He feels pretty good about himself.
He walked in the dark, had companions around him, and had seen flowers that were difficult to bloom in the dark. Gin felt that he was very lucky, and if there was a next life, it would be nice to repeat it all.
If he could do it again, he would not leave Vodka alone to explore or stay at home to look after the house, but would bring Vodka with him.
If he could do it again, he would also like to find a flowerpot and plant the flower next to him, or kill his father early so that no one would touch his garden.
Gin was determined throughout his life. People walking in the dark were like a group of tightrope walkers, and Gin walked fast and steadily.
But a flower appeared, and Gin couldn't describe the feeling, not strong nor heart-wrenching, it just made him slightly dazed and distracted.
However, one cannot be distracted when walking in danger, so he lost and fell from the high stage.
Is this what it means to lose love?
The bullet pierced Gin's temple, and countless kaleidoscopes flashed before Gin's eyes, all kinds of scenes, some beautiful, some happy, some angry, and some indifferent, but until his death, Gin could not understand what love really feels like.
He seemed unable to feel it, he couldn't grasp that little bit of hazy feeling, he could only watch it slip away through his fingertips like quicksand.
Suddenly, Gin saw the appearance in his memory. At the moment of Vodka's death, he seemed to hear the sound of curse.
【He cannot be loved by anyone, not even by brotherhood. 】
Ah, so that's how it is. It turns out he was also responsible for Vodka's death.
So that's it, this is his life. Those who listen to his story don't think it is a very good story, but the person who tells it can't stop crying in his heart.
So that's how it is. He has always been alone and helpless, and gaining and losing things are never up to him.
Do you regret it? I don't know, but I don't think you regret it. He has gained a lot, and if you think about it carefully, there is nothing to regret.
However, if I had the chance to do it all over again, I still wouldn’t make a wish, you black-hearted magic shop lady.
MM Racing