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"I don't understand. If I were you, and I encountered a mentally ill person who was obsessed with purple clay, biting people, and afraid of the dark, I would definitely choose to run away or kill them to stop them from harming society."
What kind of weirdo are you, willing to feed a tiger with your own body and still enjoy it?
Ningzi flipped through the first half of the diary, which was mostly written by her senior classmates. Ningzi wasn't very interested in things that had nothing to do with Gao Songdeng.
Far down the road, the lamp's notes finally appeared.
April 24th, sunny. I didn't go stargazing last night. I wanted to go to the planetarium, but Xiao Ning came over, so we didn't go.
"Huh? Was it that day? I think I went to borrow sheet music that day."
I'm so happy, so happy to be with Xiaoning. For the first time, the so-called normal world feels so close to me.
I'm so sorry! I wrote something unrelated to astronomy here... I wish happiness to all the younger generation who read this.
That's all.
Takamatsu Takamori might write something today, but the Astronomy Club is destined not to see him today.
"Beautiful writing, it warms my corpse."
Ningzi held the logbook tightly in her arms, panting heavily, her dissatisfaction at this moment had reached its lowest point.
"Did you choose to let me continue hurting you because I'm taking you one step closer to this world?"
Regardless of how things start, all signs now indicate that Takamatsu Takamori has always been very serious and attentive to himself.
It seems that I am very important to the lamp.
This heavy emotion, I desperately need it, I desperately love it, really, really, please, give me more, please, Takamatsu Todaki, a little more gravity…
The purity is still too low.
The pressure torments me, hurts me, shatters my brain with its heavy emotions, breaks my heart... Only then can I find peace, Little Lamp...
You need to work harder.
Toyokawa Ningko recalled every word the lamp had said.
She finally grasped something.
It was never the gentleness of the lamp that made me feel better.
It is the lamp that carries heavy emotions.
The heavier it is, the more real it is; this kind of weight cannot be faked.
hum-
hum-
The phone rang.
"Ok?"
Who disturbed my wonderful moment?
It's Wakaba Mutsu.
"Tsk."
Chapter 106. Is this still a girl band anime?!
I've already said that I hate being disturbed, especially when I'm engrossed in my own little world.
Sooner or later I'll post your headshot online and have you dancing, you annoying guy.
The log was carefully put back in its place, and Ningzi picked up her phone with dissatisfaction.
[Wakaba: Xiaoning, I can't come with you today either. Remember to message me when you get home.]
"Tsk, I just remembered, I'm going to see Nagasaki Motoyo today."
Using the identity of "Toyokawa Shoko", she meets with Nagasaki Motoyo, whom she dislikes.
I'm going to teach Nagasaki Motoyo a lesson she won't forget, so she'll obediently go back to school and never enter Shoko's and her own world again.
A female high school student should act like a female high school student.
You're always thinking about other people's lonely young ladies, Su Shi, do you even have a human being?
Ningzi's small feet, encased in white socks, twisted and turned on the ground. She wanted to continue recalling the gravity brought by the lamp, but she couldn't help thinking about the unhappiness that was about to come.
"Hold on, Ningzi, you have to hold on."
Toyokawa Neko discovered that the Astronomy Club also had a mirror.
The mirror is about the same size as a floor-length mirror in the house.
"Hey, Ningzi, are you there?"
My feet stepped on the mirror, leaving a warm mark.
"Well, as expected, nobody's here."
The mirror showed only a girl with long, loose hair. Her bangs, which hadn't been properly styled in a long time, hung down naturally, with one strand sliding down her cheek to her lips, creating a striking blue-red contrast with her fiery lips.
Ningzi in the mirror looked languid and casual, holding her phone as if it were a cleaver. Her lips were upturned, but you couldn't feel any real smile.
"Wakaba Mutsu, Nagasaki Motoyo."
These two are such a hassle.
He actually had to use Xiangzi's identity to meet them; he was really giving them face.
Hopefully, Su Shi can be a good piano baby this time, taking off her clothes and lying on the ground to obediently show her belly and heart when they meet.
Please, Miss Su Shi, don't cause any trouble while you're playing the piano.
Ningzi got up and carefully erased all traces she had left in the astronomy club.
Let's prevent the penguin from suspecting that someone has entered her nest, or it will cause a lot of trouble.
Ningzi turned off the lights and closed the door, leaving sunlight and silence in the room.
"I'm going to fight life now, Lemon, wish me luck."
The room returned to silence, with only a lone footprint remaining on the mirror.
It subsided slightly after several minutes.
That's the way it is.
……
Are you going to the band performance again today?
Toyokawa Shoko is testing the waters.
Ningzi and Xiangzi waited for the daily tram at the tram stop.
"Hmm, Hailing told me that there haven't been many activities lately. It seems that several bands have had a fight? And one after another, the girls in the bands have either died or left. I heard that the government is planning to set up a radio hotline and a customer service hotline to help girls who play rock music in their teens to understand their inner world."
Xiangzi's eye twitched almost imperceptibly.
No, Ningzi, where did you come from? Is this still the everyday life of the make-up band I remember?
"It sounds terrible, right? But I made up the second half of my sentence, you little rascal Xiangzi, you don't actually believe it, do you?"
"..."
"I'm going to bite you to death, you idiot!"
"bite?"
Ningzi's vision went black, and she felt the lamp standing beside her, talking to her.
Looking at Toyokawa Shoko again, she had suddenly changed to short gray hair. Although her eyes were still Shoko's amber color, her voice was becoming... withdrawn yet cute.
This is practically a Takamatsu lamp.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
"Ah, thank goodness, thank goodness."
Stroking Toyokawa Ningko's back, Shoko stopped his flirtatious banter with her out of concern.
This idiot, did he get a little too worked up? Sigh, remember, "bite" is another word you shouldn't say.
Other examples of such phrases include "I don't want you anymore," "Get out," "Fruits on Earth are going extinct," "Go to hell," and so on...
Ningzi dared not look at Xiangzi again. She did not want to regard her sister as a lamp, nor did she want to think of the lamp again today.
Thinking about the lantern festival makes me feel extremely guilty.
I feel guilty for not being able to make the lamp a little heavier... Hehe.
Ningzi's tense nerves only eased slightly after the tram pulled into the station.
"I'm going home first. Xiangzi, you can take your clothes home and wash them yourself! I don't want to take them! I'm busy grabbing at the air, so I don't have any free hands."
Ningzi waved without turning around and stepped into the nearly empty tram.
"Go home early, and wash up as soon as you get home."
"Know--"
The doors closed, and a few seconds later the tram pulled away from the platform.
Ningzi never looked back during that time.
"Forgive me, Xiao Xiang, I need someone else now, someone who can help me completely forget Gao Songdeng."
For example, using the principle of "using poison to fight poison"?
If all Ningzi thinks of when she meets people in the future is Takamatsu Akari, it will really bother her.
For example, Chihaya Aine.
If seeing Aine makes you think of a lamp, then there's that giant Takamatsu lamp there yelling, "Hey! Let's get close!" or something like that...
It really will completely destroy the image of the two people in your mind.
"Calm down, calm down, calm down."
Always remember Comrade Toyokawa Shoko's earnest teachings and don't panic when things happen.
Think about something that will calm you down, Ningzi.
"Um…"
Have it.
"Nagasaki Suyo."
You want to see Xiao Xiang, right? Okay, Miss Su Shi.
I'll show you what kind of Toyokawa Shoko you can have, given you a mentally unstable and terrible state of mind.
I want to vent all my frustrations about today on Su Shi-chan!
I will apologize at your grave after you die, little Su Shi... but who told you to stick your face right in my face?
They bullied Xiangzi.
Deserve to kill.
They bullied Ningzi.
Deserve to kill.
They may have bullied Mu.
Deserve to kill.
Get to know Deng and Lixi.
Deserve to kill.
Multiple crimes combined... Don't blame me for smearing you... Su Shi, you deserve it... maybe not so much, but that one sentence of yours...
【Xiao Xiang?!】
Yes, that's the same line that Takamatsu Akari said!
Seriously! It's incredibly upsetting!
"You really are high and mighty, Nagasaki Motoyo."
MM Racing