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the other side.
Toosaka Rin's side.
In fact, Toosaka Aoi, Matou Sakura, and Toosaka Rin returned to the Einzbern Castle together.
However, for some reason, Toosaka Rin doesn't really want to stay with her sister and mother right now.
...
Thinking back to what her mother Toosaka Aoi had said to her, Toosaka Rin became furious.
Two hours ago.
She met Tousaka Aoi again under the guidance of Sakura.
The three of them went out to eat and go shopping together and got along very happily.
Until...Tousaka Aoi asked about her future.
Toosaka Rin is actually also very confused.
She has gained memories of the future and can skip many things, even junior high and high school.
So, her answer was...she wanted to continue studying in the Clock Tower.
Toosaka Aoi supports Toosaka Rin's choice.
However, in the end, Toosaka Aoi made a request.
"Rin, your father did not pass on the magic seal to you before he died. Fortunately, you have obtained the seal of your future and preserved the inheritance of the Tousaka family."
"Now, you have the responsibility to pass on the magic and seals of the Tousaka family."
Rin's answer to this was.
"Mom, I will pass on the Tohsaka family, but I don't have anyone I like. Let's talk about this later~"
Toosaka Aoi was waiting for Toosaka Rin to answer like this, so she immediately replied:
"If you don't have someone you like, Rin, can you accept your family's arrangement? ... Just like me back then."
Aoi Toosaka's words "Just like me back then" touched Rin Toosaka, so she agreed to her proposal.
Then, she heard the name "Luo Xiu" from Toosaka Aoi.
"Huh?! Mother, what are you thinking about?!"
It’s not that Toosaka Rin is dissatisfied with Luo Xiu.
What she had said to Luo Xiu before were all words spoken in anger. After knowing that Luo Xiu disappeared because he was expelled from the world, her dissatisfaction with Luo Xiu for abandoning Sakura had completely disappeared.
She could even understand having a child with Luo Xiu.
If she could give birth to Luo Xiu's child, that child would definitely have great potential and would most likely be able to make the Toosaka family prosperous.
only....
Even though she understands it, Toosaka Rin just can't accept it!
Even if I want to have a child with Luo Xiu, I have to cancel the contract between Luo Xiu and Xiaoying first, right?
What else could it be? She married her sister's master and had children?
...
Toosaka Rin already knew the identity of Demon King Luo Shu, but she didn't have any aversion to it.
Even if he is a demon king, as long as he can rescue Sakura from that insect cave, he is a good demon king.
It would be nice to give birth to the devil's child. Anyway, this world is already in chaos, so if it's the devil's child, there's no need to worry about its safety or being controlled by fate.
just.
Toosaka Rin can only accept that she herself has a child, but she cannot face the fact that the person she is giving birth to is Sakura's owner and secret crush.
What is going on now?
She already felt guilty because her father chose her instead of Sakura. If she competed with Sakura for a man and even gave birth to his child, wouldn't this make Toosaka Rin live with guilt for the rest of her life? !
...
What was most difficult for Toosaka Rin to accept was that after she expressed her concerns, Sakura actually told her not to care?
How could she not care!
Even if she expressed her guilt and asked herself to let it go, she would not let it go easily.
Because this guilt came from her heart and was a chain she created for herself.
.....
Toosaka Rin's reaction is in line with human genetic instinct.
From ancient society to modern times, the gene of "mutual benefit" is rooted in human genes.
"Mutual benefit" is a human law that evolved naturally in ancient humans for greater population continuity and is engraved in their genes.
We treat people around us well in the hope of getting something in return someday in the future.
As a primitive man, you may be in good health today and injured tomorrow.
At this time, you need care from others.
The people who take care of you will not do so without asking for anything in return. They may be people you have taken care of before, or they may be people who hope that you will take care of them in the future.
This kind of "mutual benefit" exists not only between relatives, but also between acquaintances.
If everyone is selfish and doesn't choose to take care of others, then...the population of the tribe will decline rapidly.
Therefore, under natural selection, the gene of "mutual benefit" that is more conducive to the continuation of the population has been passed down.
When it developed into feudal society, it evolved into "human relations and worldly wisdom".
There has been a saying since ancient times that "a little bit of rice is a favor, a big bit of rice is a grudge", which is the concrete manifestation of the "mutual benefit" gene.
"A grace of gratitude" means that one has the ability to repay, and receiving favors makes one feel comfortable, and it can also enhance exchanges and communication of feelings.
"A bowl of rice grudge" is because one really cannot afford to repay the other person, and can only use an unsatisfied and hatred-like mentality to fight against the guilt of not being able to repay the other person.
Therefore, people who are "grateful for a bowl of rice" will often write off the kindness that the other party has shown them if they fail to receive help from their benefactor once in a while.
The hatred for "not giving him another bucket of rice" will offset the original guilt. In this way, he will not feel guilty for accepting the "bucket of rice" but being unable to repay it, and he will feel that the previous great favor was taken for granted.
...
Toosaka Rin is in this state of "guilt".
But she was not the kind of person who could easily hate others, so her guilt continued.
Before she could atone for her sins, the guilt weighed heavily on her heart.
.....
In the end, Toosaka Rin, Toosaka Aoi and Sakura parted ways unhappily.
Then, after receiving a notification from Luo Xiu, Sakura Matou brought Aoi Toosaka and Rin Toosaka to the Einzbern Castle for refuge.
Toosaka Rin was in a complicated mood, so she didn't stay with Toosaka Aoi and Sakura, but wandered around the castle alone.
then.
She met Saber.
Saber looked at Toosaka Rin's face, which was originally exquisite and beautiful, but now full of entanglement and pain, with a slightly subtle expression.
She had already been sublimated, so she could roughly guess some of the reasons.
As expected, it’s still because of Luo Xiu?
Saber thought of herself.
If it wasn't Luo Xiu, she couldn't imagine who would be so troublesome.
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Chapter 83: The Redemption of Rin Tousaka, the Domination of the Red Dragon Emperor! (Updated)
"Rin, what's wrong with you?"
Saber asked with concern.
The last time Rin felt so bad was because she didn't save Tousaka Tokiomi.
What happened this time?
"Saber, you are my only partner..."
Rin grabbed Saber's hand like a drowning person grabbing at the last straw.
If it was Saber who failed to save her country, if it was Saber who felt guilty, she should be able to understand her, right?
"Rin, did something happen to you?"
"If you feel comfortable sharing with me, I'd be happy to be a listener." Saber replied softly.
"Saber...you..."
Rin looked at Saber in disbelief.
Is it her imagination?
Why does she feel that Saber has become much more reasonable than before?
Although Saber was quite reasonable and caring towards her before, there was just a different feeling from now.
"Rin, what's wrong with me?" Saber looked at Toosaka Rin in confusion.
"No, it's nothing."
"Actually.....this is what happened..."
Toosaka Rin didn't have the spirit of digging into the matter, but began to slowly tell her story.
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