I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

Chapter 185

If Xu Anruo left now, what would happen to that little world? Would the light fade and darkness come again? Or would it collapse into ruins?

Xu Anruo couldn't imagine it.

He still remembered that his grandmother wiped her tears and asked him to take good care of Tan Zijin at school.

He still remembered that Tan Zipei had made a pinky promise with him, saying like a little adult that she would leave her sister to her brother.

He still remembered that he was in front of the firewood room, stroking Dahuang's dog's head, and then he felt heartbroken again and again, and secretly said in his heart that he would do this and that.

Thinking about it.

Xu Anruo, who was sitting in the car, heard a pleasant voice:

"Classmate, hello?"

Xu Anruo turned his head and saw a girl standing outside the car door.

The girl was wearing a white dress, shoulder-length hair, delicate makeup, and pretty. Her face was slightly red, with a little shyness and expectation.

"What's the matter?" Xu Anruo asked with a smile.

"Just, I saw you over there and thought you looked like one of my classmates, so can you add me to your contact information?"

The girl is pretty cute.

She's not very good at chatting people up.

She said she looked like one of her classmates, but she was embarrassed to say it, so much so that she shyly stuck out her tongue when she asked for her contact information.

Xu Anruo was very gentle, but shook her head and said:

"But, I already have a girlfriend."

"Uh..."

The girl was stunned when she heard that.

Her face turned redder, but she didn't mean to leave, but said:

"It's okay, I just want to..."

"I have a relationship, sorry."

Xu Anruo's tone was still flat, but the kind smile on her face was gone.

The girl said sorry for bothering her, and finally left.

Xu Anruo lit another cigarette.

His thoughts were entangled again.

When he swung the hoe, he still hated Cheng Xuanyu, and he still believed that his previous life was hurt rather than regret.

Now that he has realized the truth, he finds that he has been unable to extricate himself from invading Tan Zijin's entire world.

But now, he wants Cheng Xiaomao, and he can't let go of Tan Zijin.

Otherwise?

How to let go?

Should he suddenly withdraw and leave?

Still treat Cheng Xuanyu the same way as before, little by little indifferent, step by step?

Whatever he does is hurtful!

It's all a replay of the previous lesson with Cheng Xuanyu!

The key is that Tan Zijin and Cheng Xuanyu are different.

Her world has collapsed once.

And the appearance of Xu Anruo has been healing her.

But when the angel tore off his face and suddenly turned into a devil, how should she face and accept it?

Thinking about it, Xu Anruo suddenly wanted to slap himself.

Damn it!

Why did he start to make up for himself again? !

From the beginning to now.

What did he say that he was casual at the time and didn't think of it at the time?

What is the world, the light, the little sun, and then the world collapses?

What angels and demons, aren't you still starting from your own standpoint and finding reasons and excuses for yourself?

In one sentence, can you let it go?

You can't, right?

You can't do it, right?

Then just pick it up first!

In addition, Xu Anruo did not deny that he was indeed moved.

Maybe it was the gentleness that fell in love again and again?

Maybe it was the delicious food on the table that made Xu Anruo suddenly find the sense of belonging behind the lights?

Or maybe it was the clever little ghost with a pot-covered head who said that the brother and the sister were as good, or the dog with airplane ears who wagged his tail to meet the new son-in-law when he first came to the door?

I don't know where the love started, but it's deep and lasting.

Okay, okay, no matter how much you talk, you are just finding reasons and excuses for yourself. Just be straightforward. Damn it, I'm reborn, why am I still dragging my feet?

Both girls are so good.

Cheng Xiaomao wanted her.

He really had never let her go.

Regrets are more painful than hurt.

It was the same for Tan Zijin, but Xu Anruo didn't have the face to ask for anything for the time being. He was also very glad that he had always been very careful about the measure and scale.

Since he had broken in, let's continue.

Continue to heal, continue to lead her forward, help her get rid of the shackles of poor fate, and let her bloom with her inherent beauty and radiance.

In short, talk more about deeds and less about heart. If you can't give everything, then try to give as much as you can!

"Huh..."

Took a long breath.

Xu Anruo felt more relaxed.

Again, I was reborn, I was an adult, why would I have to answer multiple-choice questions?

Xu Anruo picked up his phone, opened QQ, found Tan Zijin, and replied:

"What's wrong?"

Then, the phone vibrated, and the status bar showed that Cheng Xuanyu had sent

He couldn't help but smile, clicked it and saw:

"Has Xu Xiaogou arrived at school?"

Followed by a blushing "cute" emoticon.

Xu Anruo replied: "How can it be so fast?"

Then he changed Cheng Xuanyu's note back to Cheng Xiaomao.

At this time, Tan Zijin replied, and then Cheng Xuanyu also replied.

Cheng Xiaomao: "Hehehehe"

Tan Zijin: "Want to ask if you will come to the cafeteria to eat tonight?"

Xu Anruo first replied to Cheng Xuanyu: "Why are you grinning? Are you so happy?"

Then he replied to Tan Zijin: "It's not possible tonight, the class will have a dinner tonight, let's do it tomorrow morning, the same as today."